Birthday cake with 3 candles.

3 Years with my J-Pouch

It's yet another Pouch-aversary for me! This one is a special one! Three years. I can't believe it's been three years since I went through the ileal-pouch anal anastomosis (IPAA) surgeries.

It's insane to think about how sick I was this time, four years ago. All the pain and tears. The countless medications and hospitals visits.

Sharing my story about my j-pouch surgery

Someone recently asked me if I'd ever shared an (in-depth) version of my story with ulcerative colitis and undergoing the j-pouchsurgeries.

In honor of this occasion, I decided to go ahead and share more about the entire experience. You can view that story here: My IBD Story: Diagnosis, Steroids, Biologics, IPAA Jpouch Surgery.

Awkward and embarassing moments after the j-pouch surgery

The surgery wasn't an easy transition. On July 1st, 2015, I had my final surgery. My ostomy was reversed and I then had to rely solely upon my pouch. It wasn't an easy transition.

I had some awkward and embarrassing moments, quite a few to be honest. The initial transition (from life with an ostomy to life with a j-pouch) was a lot. I had to learn my body over again. I had to train my pouch.

I had to see what normal wasn't to learn what normal was. I dealt with blockages, over time inflammation, I've had sigmoidoscopes and various treatment plans.

What if I never got the j-pouch surgery?

I sometimes think about the what-ifs around the surgery. My j-pouch gave me a second chance at life. At times I think about the what-ifs. What if I never chose my doctor? What if I never scheduled my surgery consultation?

What if I actually believed everything I read online about ulcerative colitis and j-pouches? If I believed everything I read online I certainly wouldn't be where I am today.

Life after j-pouch surgery

In 2014 I saw nothing positive about life after j-pouch surgery. In fact, I found everything but. I found groups for people who wanted to go back to an ostomy, I found articles online about the terror and trouble people had gone through since their surgeries.

There was a bit of medical information, but very little first hand (positive) reviews. That's a part of the reason why I started blogging and sharing my story in the first place.

I want to show the good parts of life with UC

I hope to show people that you can live with IBD. You can live with a j-pouch. Whether you're living with ulcerative colitis, Crohn's, a j-pouch, whatever! Sure, we have our bad days. We're people.

We are auto-immune. We're sick and hurting. We've spent some of our best days in pain and some of our worst suffering in silence. Our lives aren't rainbows and butterflies, but no one's is.

I want to show the real, unfiltered bad side of IBD, but I also want to show the good. The good things IBD has inspired in my life. The good people my condition has allowed me to meet. The amazing things I've done, that I probably wouldn't have ever thought of doing if it wasn't for the struggles I've gone through with my IBD.

In spite of what was shared back then, there are many success stories of people living with inflammatory bowel disease and getting a j-pouch. Sure, there are complications, as with anything else. But I've come so far and it's so much better than where I was with my colon. So this week I celebrate! All of the good and bad times I've spent living with my j-pouch. I'm so grateful for 3 years! Here's to many more!

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