Complex PTSD and Inflammatory Bowel Disease.

Complex PTSD and Inflammatory Bowel Disease

I know this topic isn’t commonly talked about or even researched very much as far as I can tell but I want to write about it. I am not a physician or mental health professional of any kind so please understand that this article is about my experiences, thoughts, and feelings only.

Crohn’s Disease and ulcerative colitis patients often have to go through a lot of tests, procedures, have to be poked and prodded due to IV’s and blood drawings, and often feel like they lose their dignity given how invasive many of the things IBD patients have to go through are. Enemas, accidents, ostomy leaks and other embarrassing moments can leave someone feeling very vulnerable; especially if the people surrounding them are not supportive. For example, while at a doctor’s appointment, my ostomy appliance was off and stool just started shooting out as I was lying on the table. I purposely didn’t eat or drink that day because I thought that I could control this since I knew I had an appointment. Thankfully, the doctor couldn’t have handled it any better. He was warm, made me feel like it was no big deal, and just made a bad situation as easy as he could.

The surgeries that many IBD patients need to have really alter your GI tract – and life. And while it may have been a life saving, beneficial treatment option, it doesn’t negate the fact that when someone’s insides are being changed, it will impact them in some way, shape or form. I went from having a large intestine/colon, to a Jpouch and no colon, to a temporary ileostomy with my Jpouch still in, to my Jpouch, rectum and anus removed and still living with a temporary (aka loop) ileostomy, to having five kock pouch surgeries, to having an end ileostomy.

That is a lot of change! And the back and forth between different ways of eliminating stool from the body does change for patients with severe Crohn’s Disease or ulcerative colitis a decent amount. Obviously, this doesn’t apply to every IBD patient AT ALL.

Many people who suffer from severe inflammatory bowel disease are often frequent visitors of the hospital where everyone seems to want to measure stool output and ask a ton of questions about bowel habits (which is understandable, just not enjoyable to speak about.) I have always referred to the hospital as a “torture chamber” because I constantly felt like I was a prisoner. Even if I could sign myself out against medical advice, I still needed to rely on other people to agree with me since I wasn’t able to drive home. I never felt in control of my own body. I was tied to IVs, central lines (in your neck), pic lines and could barely get out of bed. I even needed help in the bathroom, which is so embarrassing.

Not having a lot of ER doctors and other people in the medical profession believe you or understand what you are going through can make you feel even more like you are powerless to help yourself. It is an awful feeling.

I have been thinking about this for a while….

I do know that some people who suffer from IBD also have been diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder. I am one of those people. Finding the right therapist can take a lot of time and I have definitely taken a lot of steps to try and find the right one. I know I have a problem that something could possibly be done about it, know what that problem is and wanted to search for help to handle it.

Although I am not currently in therapy nor think it is the best thing for me now (we all know how much timing plays a role in these things,) I was surprised when Complex PTSD was mentioned to me by a couple therapists because 1) I never really heard of it before and 2) I wasn’t sure what it was. The doctor also told me another term for it was “disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified.”

This made me do a lot of research about C- PTSD and it made me realize…. I absolutely suffer from this. And so do the majority of IBDers who were diagnosed with PTSD (I am guessing. Again, not a medical professional.) I personally think anyone with a chronic illness that requires frequent hospitalizations, life and body altering procedures, medications, and surgeries have the potential to develop Complex PTSD.

I wanted to write this article because it has been on my mind a lot and something I thought might be a good conversation starter among people in the community. I personally know how some of these symptoms can just wreak havoc and I always want people to know they aren’t alone. They aren’t “crazy” but merely individuals who have had to put their body and mind through unimaginable situations and circumstances. It would be odd if there wasn’t some kind of reaction.

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  • JudyK89
    3 months ago

    A good post, thank you. I am currently in therapy, diagnosed with extreme depression and anxiety. I have often wondered if it wasn’t some form of PTSD. I cry at the drop of a hat, but it usually occurs when talking about my health issues as a Crohn’s Disease patient. I cant seem to get through any Dr. appointment without crying especially. An entirely different kind of “white coat syndrome”. Thank you for a differrent perspective, completely makes sense to me.

  • thedancingcrohnie moderator
    4 months ago

    Marisa,

    Thank you so much for writing this article. It is so enlightening and informative.

    Unfortunately, not much is said about Mental Health and IBD and it makes total sense that those with IBD would suffer so much mentally since our disease is located in our “second brain,” the gut.

    I know with my Crohn’s diagnosis, I have suffered much with anxiety, depression and other mood swings due to all the chronic pain, the awful hospital visits, the feeling of not being heard and out of control, and dealing with side effects from drugs.

    It’s a hard road but it’s relieving to talk about it and knowing you aren’t alone is comforting.

    I’m wishing you the best.

    Always dancing,
    Elizabeth (team member)

  • michael1963
    8 months ago

    Thank you so much for your
    Post and the other comments. My son has suffered with IBD for six years and with so many surgical visits (planned and unplanned), medications, tests, etc., coupled with the body shame, added to the natural fear of the unknown, comparing into a normative peer that has no such challenges, all of this can and does lead, not surprising, to mental health issues. More needs to be done on treating the mental as well as the physical part of the disease, which in my opinion can be at least as challenging, and in some ways poses greater challenges and risks if left untreated, than the physical piece. The PTSD is the tsunami after the earthquake, it just might take a bit longer to manifest itself but they appear very much interrelated.

    Thank you for sharing your extraordinary stories.

  • Marisa Lauren Troy moderator author
    8 months ago

    Hi Michael! I am really sorry to hear all your son (and you) have gone through with IBD. I can completely understand and relate to all you shared in your comment. I can tell you are very insightful and in tuned to your son. Speaking from experience, having someone who really gets just how traumatic everything is makes such a difference. I am sure your son appreciates you very much. Thank you for taking the time to read and share some of your thoughts/experiences. It definitely helps to know I am not alone and that I should keep writing about topics that come up in my life; regardless if they are talked about a lot. Sending lots of love and support to you, your son and the rest of your family. We are always here for support!

  • prairigrl
    1 year ago

    No doubt. Beyond that, you have got to wonder what happens when you alter you microbiome that drastically. If, in fact, your vagus nerve reads your microbiome to discern how you brain/body should respond, what is it picking up. How can the body translate all those “gut feelings” without the bacteria, nerves, serotonin receptors that often go missing with severe Crohn’s/Colitis, resulting in removal of so much intestine? And that’s just a small part of the physical aspects of IBD.

    The emotional/mental strain is a whole other story, involving a medical system that rarely connects the mind and body, let alone treat the whole person. Failing in this most basic practice, Western medicine actually causes depersonalizations in their patients. Patients don’t feel heard or understood, they feel like a subject rather than a person and are given little control over their fate. The system truly creates a sense of learned helplessness, if it hasn’t already been instilled through the disease experience itself. So, yeah, without continuing to write an article here, it very much can and does lead to Complex Grief and PTSD, among other complications.

    The whole system needs an overhaul, in my opinion. However, as a Canadian, I am not so privileged that I don’t realize it could be a lot worse. Still, I hope get to the point, where I can work to make it, even a bit, better. If only my body/mind will let me. Trying hard…

  • 2 years ago

    Hi
    I have Crohn’s for many years and been down that same road that you described. I definately think PTSD is a part of having this or any chronic health condition. I use Transendenral Meditation to help and it really works. I am also seeing a mental health professional and that helps too. People shouldn’t suffer alone. They should be proactive and do whatever it takes to ease the suffering. I have also read that cannabis helps with PTSD and Crohn’s.
    Charlie

  • 33ellend
    2 years ago

    Thank you for your article. Over the years I have gotten more and more touchy and sensitive. I still have a j-pouch which has been extremely difficult to live with. About a year ago, the inflammation that I was used to for 15 years, suddenly traveled deeper into my body. (From near my anal opening to deeper into my abdomen). Even after a year, I am still adjusting to the change. Then there’s the poking and procedures and the IV meds.
    No wonder I am prickly!
    My childhood was very traumatic and I always thought my PTSD was from then. This article has helped me see how it may have been compounded by my present circumstances.
    I am so grateful that I am not alone in this.☺️

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