"hi, i started on amgevita/adalimumab/humira around 3 months ago now and its completely changed my life. i no longer have any pain, use the toilet normally, can eat normally and am just in a much better state physically than before. however, over the past few months i have noticed myself become very emotionally despondent. i know how i feel about my partner, and nothing has happened to change that but im not feeling anything towards the relationship, i'm very much numb. i also feel the same towards everything else in my life and have no motivation regarding my degree and the rest of my life. i love singing and i know i love it, i always have, but i find no enjoyment in it anymore. i am finding it very tiring as i am trying to force myself to feel these things i know i used to feel but i cannot. i do not necessarily feel sad, just nothing. i also regard myself as a very polite (possibly overly sometimes), smily, bubbly person and i feel i have lost that. it is very important to me to be polite and loving towards those around you and i feel this isnt even registering as an aspect of my personality anymore. i suppose it is good i am aware of this, but i was wondering whether anyone else has had this experience on humira? i know anxiety, depression and mood changes are a side effect but i dont want to quit the therapy as its helped me so much with my physical health. i am at a loss as to what to do, i feel i am slowly losing myself. any tips on what i could possibly do, or if anyone else has experienced similar feelings, therapy induced or not. i am getting desperate. thank you, and i hope you all are well x"