Hi everyone. 10 year's ago today, I was released from hospital after being diagnosed with ulcerative colitis. I have pancolitis as I don't do things in half measures. I'm from Scotland and received a letter from NHS for me to get my first colonoscopy in 10 year's. It's safe to say I am super anxious and panicky as I suffer bad with mental health. It is on the 26th of this month and I am in bits with worry ?