Currently I'm 23, just completed my graduation. I've been suffering from Crohn's for 6 years. This time of life was supposed to be the peak of my sensual life but having gotten the disease, everything turned out as disappointment. Recently my gf left me after I informed her about my condition. I informed her about everything before our relationship went into the deep. So she left me even without saying sorry. I was like torn apart, I really loved her. However I don't judge her decision. My flare ups make me feel that I don't belong anywhere, nowhere. I live in a conservative country where marriage is the only legal way of sexual life. So what should I do? Should I engage in a relationship? Here relationship means marriage in the long run. Is my life a forfeit? I'm sure if I inform anyone about my condition honestly, they'll leave me.