How Crohn's already ruined my life at 21 years old.

I was going to double major and be done in four years with fairly good gpa. But during last fall after starting infusions, I had an abscess and was admitted to the hospital for a week. It made me fall behind on the classes for the major that was more marketable and now my life is ruined. Especially from the traumatic experience that I had while I was admitted there. They would bring in students and show me off to them like I was just another science experiment and subject. They really don't equipped you for about the mental health aspect of things. How it sets you back from achieving your goals on time. Also, how it makes feel like you are a freakshow that no one will hire in the workforce. IN SHORT, IT RUINED MY DREAMS AND MY COLLEGE GOALS. I REALLY HATE THIS DISEASE AND WISH GOD NEVER MADE ME A FREAKSHOW AND WISH I NEVER WAS BORN.