After almost a year of searching for jobs, I was given the opportunity to work at a location which is 1 hour commute from my home. Although I am in remission from colitis, I still suffer from weakness from infusions. I finally got accepted into the job but the day before starting, I turned it down out because deep down I know I cannot travel that far and work full time. By the time I get back (8 hour daily shift) with the 2 hours commuting, I knew that I would be physically and mentally drained. I feel really depressed about this now and would like to know from others what would they do in my situation? Would you have taken the job? I am not in a position where I desperately need money but at the same time I feel like I let myself down. I been rejected from jobs before but this one hurt the most because the job was right there, in my hand and I decided to let it go.