(Re)Mission Impossible

I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease at the age of 8. It was a roller coaster of a time to get to that diagnosis, but we eventually found our way there. Since then, I have been switching through medications my entire life. Prednisone has acted as my crutch several times through this journey (to my dismay) as I've failed to find adequate relief through other major meds.

My Medication Journey

Remicade lessened my symptoms for a little while, but I eventually developed an allergic reaction to it. Breathing is a pretty important thing to be able to do, I'd say! However, they decided to keep me on the infusions while dosing me with quite a bit of Benadryl. The infusions became less and less effective over time, and I had become very ill.

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I ended up needing a bowel resection my senior year of high school. Of course, it was just about a month before graduation as well, so I was a complete wreck for the remainder of "the best years of my life" (as if). We decided to give Humira a try to boost my chances of recovery.

Humira seemed to help me for a few years. I was feeling pretty good! The few lingering symptoms (diarrhea, nausea, lack of appetite) seemed manageable enough for me to deal with. I never felt like I achieved remission, but I was in such a better place than my younger years.

It all really started going downhill again my senior year of college. I became super anemic from a double whammy of heavy menstruation and bloody diarrhea. It began to feel like I was just fighting to survive each day instead of living in the moment and enjoying life. We fought the flare for a while with the aid of more steroids (boo), but things have been trending downwards the past few years.

I ended up in the ER this past May and have been on Prednisone ever since. Humira wasn't cutting it anymore. We made the switch to Stelara in August, but I haven't seen much improvement. Any time we try to come down on the Prednisone, I start puking multiple times a day.

This health battle is a tough one, but I'm still fighting hard every day. Remission truly does seem impossible sometimes, but I'll never give up. We go through so much every day. I can do this.

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